idle


I figure it’ll be healthier at this point to stop focusing entirely on the whole not smoking thing. Still getting the occasional pang – but the hardest thing now seems to be “what do do” with idle time.

In defense of smoking – it really gives you “something to do” when you’re merely sitting around and doing nothing.

It really boils down to we have no idea how to behave when inactive. We’ve all been addicts since 19 years old and earlier… We simply don’t “know” who our non-smoking adult selves are.

So.. Kevin’s been cooking like crazy.
Chad’s been ripping CDs into iTunes.. (he’s made it to the Erasure already).
I’ve been compulsively cleaning… EVERYTHING.

Wait – this was going to be about the stuffed peppers Kevin made in the crock-pot last night.

Oddly – I adored green peppers up until puberty…. Then I couldn’t stand them… until last year… I’ve started liking them again.

Not blogging…. Not smoking…