Time is distorted.

Things like sitting down to watch a movie is almost impossible.

Got Chad’s Christmas gift hooked up, (big firewire drive) – which gave him lots of excuses to run back and forth and feed CDs into it.

Actually – the “physical pain” bit isn’t constant… Only when you hit those triggers which make you want to smoke go off… (after meals, sitting in front of the computer, watching a movie). etc…

Then it sucks… Sorta a head spinning, cramping and panic-for-no-reason feeling.

I’m starting to understand why reformed smokers become such assholes.

I don’t want to become an asshole…

I don’t want to blog.