I’m still rebooting….

I figured out I tank every year around this time… change in daylight? dunno.

This year’s was just a really REALLY deep dark tank. Age? Situational? Straterra? All of the above? – dunno…

This morning was the first one in eight days though that getting out of bed didn’t require the equivalent mental effort to say… sawing off my own leg. Feh… Besides – it’s hard to be too gloomy with autumn going off outside… Hell – I can’t drive out of the subdivision without making noises like someone watching a really big fireworks display.

Episodes like this make me feel handicapped and ashamed….

I disabled commenting for a while because I didn’t want to be accused of throwing a pity party…*gasp*….@$#^%%$%^@$#@!$%@$%!#$ …. oh my god that’s it!