had to use the webcam

Yesterday was my wednesday off… When I emerged from the bedroom, for the second time, I witnessed this year’s first snow.

Between the last two weeks of big projects falling through and firing a client, I’ve got plenty on my plate to be pissed off and worried about this holiday season… but they don’t call this AngstGiving now do they..

THANKSgiving seems off – I’d rather call it GRATSgiving.

The words are basically synonymous but they feel as though they describe very different states of gratitude.

I prefer the contemplative nature of “Gratitude”…

I’m “Grateful” for the wonderful people, things and situations in my life,… and “thankful” to the variety of forces, both secular and spiritual, for them.

My lovers… without you, I’m incomplete.

My friends…. without you, I’m alone.

My family… without you, I have no origin.

Our house… without it, I have no sanctuary.

My mind… without it, I have no sanity.

My blog… without it, I have nothing to deny.

Happy Thanksgiving / 2K5