So Rico comes over last night while I was out taking some night shots for work with Chad keeping me company and playing photo assistant.

We returned home to Rico who had stopped by to visit and Kevin feverishly surfing bearfilms.com

“Guys – just look in the O.C.D. folder off my desktop – there’s plenty of smut in there already downloaded” .

“No.. we’re looking for your ex.” they replied without breaking their stare at the laptop screen.

“… squeeze me? John ?” I replied with an unsurprised giggle recalling the short lived but very fun three month affair I had with a Wash U Law School student. (A woofy, pretentious aristocrat originally from STL – moved to NYC and re-transplanted back to STL for school. We had more fun shopping than fucking – which was the eventual undoing of our shot-lived romance.)

“No… the other one… Rico heard he was doing porn now”… they replied wide eyed.

What then left my mouth was something of a “gafaw-whatthefuck-yer-kiddin-gafwaw……. aren’t you!??”

I’m afraid I’m dancing on an edicate line here – but I *am* only posting this to you guys (the small “homo” filter) on here…. and… I think discovering one’s Ex is a porn-star now is personally journal-worthy in a very… very… strange way.

What’s really mind blowing is that he is was way more insecure about his body image that big ole keep-my-clothes-on-Corbett….. Guess he got over that… sheesh.. then again this *was* all nearly a decade ago. From what I can tell – he’s aging quite gracefully… good on him I guess.

I wonder if my mom and him still keep in touch…

Anyway – that was my surreal news for the day.

Back to chicken.